wow having a bad time. can't seem to study for a long while. this is not too funnay. hm.....my friend always says what's his face and i look soo cute because the atmosphere is soo thick. hm. and now, i kinda see that it is very thick.

and she says that he always says stupid things just because well, he wants to make conversation and such. hm. i suppose this is true, i have no clue. it's very weird. i never noticed till that ay of mash crap. hm. it was kinda cute i suppose. but i don't know. lost all contact with the world pretty much. i have isolated myself to being a mute body. sighs sighs. it's weird, so very very weird. hm. have i gotten over him yet? hm.

yeah jenny, it would be kinda funny if well, just as i like some one, his bst friend likes me?!?!? keke^^ jennay, you know it's gonna be a problem, i never like white people, and there were only an exceptional few that i have now. this is sooo very weird. stupid darn people always looking at meh and smiling at meh as if i can't see that evil smirk. keke^^ it's kinda funnay. keke^^

i mean, wouldn't it be hilarious if that did happen jenny?

why do i bother writing thoughts as if i'm talking to someone? no ione really reads all my thoughts anyways. whack whack. sighs. maybe i like the company of people. maybe that's why i talk and write my thoughts as if i have a listener.