every so often people say i think too much. and that i agree on. but i would rather think than to be idle for life. it's weird. some people take the time and read my thoughts. but i suppose this is just like ajournal to me so that i don't focus too hard. it's my way out of things. SUPRESSING EVERYTHING THAT GOES AROUND MENtally and emotionally sometimes just does work. thta's why some people say i need a shrink cause even expressing to friends doesn't help. but i suppose i understand where they are coming from. hm. sighs sighs.

some people are really nice to me, and some people are really cruel to me. args.....sleeping soon....head is spinning like 20 miles per hour. args args.......

am i stable or unstable? is that for you to judge or not?