see, as the days go by, i notice that i am wasting time on this earth. time and time again, i just don't long to be here. but as the saying goes, there's a reason why i am living here the way i live. hm. poor lil cecillia chang...or chiang or sumthing or other.....poor litto girl. the tender age of egh.....9.....she woulda been 10 today. sighs sighs. there's nothing i can say. being asian and all....being 16 and all.....being the youngest in my family and all.....man.....sighs. i mean. i don't know cecillia. and yeah, maybe she could be another little annoying, pesky little 9 year old....but a kid is still a kid. they are always innocent. they have not got enough experience to fully understand what they have done. so you know what? those that killed her, you can bet your ass that you will pay for what you done. GOD will not allow you to hide forever. even if it may take years to discovered....bet your ass that you will be discovered. there are those out there that have compassion. there are those out there that understand and care. how can you kill a 9 year old. no matter what the crime the family has done, you have made yourself victim of GOD's anger and wrath. i mean, i am not GOD, but GOD does not leave sin to be unpunished. we all take up our own crosses for doing what we have done. so basically, you will pay for what you've done eventually. sighs......gosh darnit....she was ONLY 9!!!!

MURDER IS SUCH A STUPID ACTION....