i don't know what to think....i'm completely tired. and i'm frustrated...but i don't know....sighs sighs....i forgot my pen....i hope i'll get it back...then i'll just haveta bum about it then.....oh wellz...wait...i'm going back soon...so i might as well as then....so yeah. sighs sighs. i've fallen in flove once again....it's sooo sad, but i have....can you believe it? sighs sigh..... but the thing is....even if i do or do not love......this person.....the truth is...i have already and always loved....so what's the problem??? sighs sighs. i want to love someone....but why don't i begin by loving everyone else and myself? keke^^ i really miss having hair.

first lesson of not having hair...... 1) people may laugh, but after a while, people understand and give you pity. if not, they give you support. and even if not, they try to comfort you for your lost hair saying many things, funny or not funny. 2) people don't really care, it's not as bad as i thought it would be....but then out side of skool, everyone starts laughing, but then they don't really question because they just want to be able to laugh. 3) those that know you will never critisize how you look

he's never been different to me. we were only meant to be friends. always and forever will be. even though his soul's been corrupted, we remain as friends, stable and strong. he may be immoral, but i still love him. he may have hurt me, but then again who hasn't? he may have only said he loved me only because i said it, but then would you have? hm.....i've always been true to my heart, and people have always known that, that is why it is sooo difficult and it hurts to hurt me. i'm not saying that i am intouchable.....i'm saying that it hurts to hut someone you know who honestly cares.