i feel so...so...so....sighs sighs.....i just feel cruddy i suppose. i feel like crying all the time.....again.....and again. depression, but i'm not even upset at myself. nor about n e thing else. just that there is soo uch stuff in skool that is going on and i just want to stop it all, but i have no choice, i can't. i'm too week.

i need to study more. i don't know how to study. sighs sighs

math tutor is helping me....i think i got an 80 on that last test....but i could be wrong...i hope i got more than an 80...i really need to pull my mark up.....stupid konics or whateva......sighs sighs