sighs, i know people don't go checking my blog very often, but nor do i really care. i write my thoughts for my own benefit. maybe one or two people will be touched in the end and actually search all over to find who this person is. but whatever.

in life, there are a few that i truly call friends and not simply just aquaintences. but there is a doubling if not tripling number of those i call friends and truly are only aquaintences to me.

through my observation, i find that i truly stick to my own blood. maybe not on purpose, but that i find a comfort that is easily found when i am trying to . i mean, my own blood as in race, not family.

there is nothing i enjoy more than the refreshing feeling of peace....