args...i miss my chinese music....haven't listened to it for sooo long!!! sighs sighs. i can't wait for my sister to come back....i honestly like miss her presence in the house.... it's as if the house is less gloomy when she is here. or maybe it's cause it's all gloomy outside that it feels all gloomy inside? but then again...with my sister....no matter what she does....how she yells at me....it's still like nice and cozy feeling.....so basically...does that mean that well...she is the sunshine of our house? whack.

i want to change my email....but then again...i've always been one of those people that resisted change until i knew i absolutely had to. sighs sighs...going to take a shower soon. my hair dries so darnded quickly now....i can wait if i honestly wanted to. sighs sighs......