hm......maybe i should go see a shrink....but maybe i'm not chronically depressed. i know i don't have an iron deficiency.....i'm actually pretty healthy....but then why do i always feel faint all the time? why am i always tired? hm...mono??? do you really think so? your body has a lack of sleep so all it wants is to sleep...i see i see.....meh. me no noe. i don't think i'll succeed in n e thing that i do. i feel like i just want to go dump mself in a pit and bury myself alive.....

maybe i'm weird and i'm a freak...meh.....i have no choice but to love myself....or do i?