hm.....yeah, it's true.....i haven't been myself lately, but who am i anyways? it doesn't matter, as long as i enjoy the way i am there is nothing that i cannot say as being "myself". if you are afraid of betrayal, then you are not worthy of being a human. well i know that sounds harsh, but let me explain. in order to be human, you must take risks and get hurt. if you are unwilling to get hurt, then you can't even be living. this is the reason for my thinking: even if others don't hurt you, you can still hurt yourself. you yourself can still betray yourself. so by saying that, do you get my drift or must i explain more? okay, so here i go to explain more. betrayal is ever present. you cannot prevent it from happening. now days, it is almost like second nature, if not already is, to betray. humans will ever be greedy and selfish. people only want what is best for them. i mean....you may say that you only want what is best for them, but by saying that, maybe you thought what would be best according to your mind. so basically, it is somewhat selfish behind all the motives. but i just think too much