fucking hell....bad mood.....rude people make me hate the world. args args.

man....i'm in a fuking bad mood now....i really hope that this feeling doesn't . fuck.....i just felt happier than many days before and now i'm pissed off. what the hell is wrong with this shit? fuck....am i made not to be happy or sumthing? why in the world am i always sooo fucking moody???? WHY WHY WHY?!?!?! why have i become like a moody bitch that has different emotions every second of the day? args.....stupid CJ.

talking to jean didn't make me feel all that better. fuck her too. no one cares how i feel. no one does.....well......there are two that really care....and that's about it. fuck the world......fuck this shit! FUCK!!!!!