hm.....i know i am moody. sighs sighs. it's really not my fault. i really try hard to remain in a state of bliss and happiness and let things happen as they do. but sometimes.....when i don't do anything.....i feel useless and hopeless and without an aim. sighs sighs. but then again.....when i do mingle with my own affairs and the affairs of others....it makes things all the worst. and then i feel more like a failure than anything else in the world. sighs sighs. and when i feel like a failure....i loose every part of sensitivity about me. i become cold and i hate everyone. sighs sighs. it's prolly cause when i'm happy i'm like on top of the world..,....i don't care about n e one, but i care about everyone in the world if that makes n e sense. so far i have gained a new found hope. and yet everytime i fall into depression this is the feeling i come out of it with. hm. i think tommy was a whack to my head. and i suppose he brought out what i truly knew.

Just because something is near impossible doesn't make it wrong.