i don't know why.....but i feel like well...rather...well......weirded out.....
 
bessie....come save my ass!!!! i don't know why....but i really really miss you now.... haven't seen you in sucha long while....sighs sighs.....
 
i don't want to meet him alone.....sighs sighs.......i'm just plain afraid.  maybe it's cause i'm ashamed of myself.  but why am i ashamed?  there's nothing wrong with me.....honestly...there's nothing wrong with me!!!!  why am i ashamed of myself?!?!?  sighs sighs. 
 
sighs.....where's my val gurly?