i don't like it when people look over my shoulder. but meh.... i still feel a eed to type out the events of what has happened to me today. i suppose i don't feel nearly as bad as i did last night. holy crap....last night....i felt sooo crappy it was sooo freaky. meh. i suppsoe every saturday....unless other reasons to keep me from being like this....i will be pissed off and moody.

my moodiness has be given on to you? blah......i have not always been moody. i just simply don't care for people to see how i really feel. if they leave me cause i feel bad....then simply they weren't worth having around to begin with. blah. my moodiness has inflicted upon you? args....that's bull shit that i don't think i want to like know why. yeah...... i simply do not believe that i made you moody. no one makes you moody except yourself. so by saying it was an influence of me....it's as if you are blaming. and i feel hurt.....i really do.

you say you do not understand those that always have problems and dwell on them. by saying that.....you simply say you do not understand me. blah. i have found a distaste for many things recently. bah......i haven't talked to many people lately....and i don't really wish to talk to n e one these days. all i wish to do is like stay to myself and enjoy myself....but meh....i have no idea. i have many riends...this i know very well. but yet i still feel alone. it prolly is my fault i feel this way.....but i choose not to really think about this.

well gotsta go now.......people wanna use pc...l8a l8a....