in about a week, i will have about another 100 entries. i think like crazy. i always end up posting them here. keke^^ it's great. i don't know. but it is great. sighs sighs. why am i sighing? oh wellz. keke^^ me wanna go to da gym again! yeah yeah. gym very very fun. but that's cause i like going on the elliptical. i don't even know how to spell it. i think that is how you spell it. i swear, i should just buy one of those machines cause that is the one i use the most at the gym. so yeah. meh. well the way to keep fit and loose weight is still do exercise, eat less at least more healthy n e ways, and lots of water. keke^^

well i haven't lost n e pounds, if anything, i've been gaining. args args. but the point of going to the gym for myself is to go and feel great about myself. because if i do not go, i start feeling more lazy and unwilling to do stuff. so yeah. keke^^

my daddy is like giving me 5 dollars every time i invest time in walking with the dog and the family. keke^^ i think it's great. plus, i get 5 dollars. but then again, i don't get allowance n e more. but that's only because i have stopped asking my mommy to give me money because i end up spending it all. and that's not what i want to do. so meh. this year, i'm planning to buy cards. if not, at least make my own, but as i am quite limited, i am not very creative. sighs sighs. i'm neither super left brained nor am i super right brained. even surveys show that i am quite right in the middle. sighs sighs. maybe that just makes me who i am. i am nothing special, but i am not nothing. keke^^ man, i only have a few more points to be a genius. sighs sighs. but instead of being a genius, i only have an iq of like 132. blah....is genius like at 140? args args. man, but then what makes a person genius and super insane? blah. oh wellz. who is it for people to judge whether i am capable of what i want to do or not? no one except GOD. keke^^

wow.....i've become more and more fob. keke^^ been practicing my mando skills lately. it's quite fun. but i'm still afraid to speak in public. besides say "ga ma?!?" and like "dui bu qi, wo bu ming bai la." i don't say much else in public. i just don't like the way i sound when i speak in mandarin. but meh. i just don't like my voice except when i'm singing, and even then, i still wish i would stop changing octaves. but either way, singing for me is a GOD given talent.

it's weird, i will never be exceptionally well at anything i do, but i will be able to do everything i touch. and i can only pray that everything i try to do will be a success. but many people say that even just trying is success enough. keke^^