keke^^ me a happy child today. but then again.....i should be happy n e ways. there are no such things as a bad day as Matt says. simply, we just have better days which make our so called bad days seem not as good. every day is a good day because you can wake up and see it. even if you are simply paralyed, you still have good days, except you may live in pity. when you live in pity, most times you just don't see all the good around you. most times when you say you had a great day is just a better than average day. if you have a bad experience, it doesn't mean the day is ruined, it just isn't as great.

man, i miss matt, he always puts a smile on my face. him and his horny stupid weird ass jokes. i don't know what it is about him but out of all my school friends, i miss him, and jenny the most. i mean, i've seen natalie and cat and med, but i just never miss them alot. i mean. that's what i'm afraid of. i'm graduating next year....and then on my own for another while.....will they remember me and mostly will i remember them or just of them?

i wonder how many words i can type now. i mean, i used to be able to type really really quickly. but now i can feel that i began to type quicker. i'm more used to the keys and key strokes. so basically if it was a foreign word it would take me a longer while to spell. but then again, if i have memorized the keys what's sooo hard about typing? keke^^ years and years of typing skills are great. but meh. started typing when i was 6. but then when it was then i just tried not to chicken pec, where as now, i actually don't chicken peck.