school.......

well.....in one week's time......school will be starting. can you believe that?!?!? oh my goodness, i made it past highschool and it's my final year!!! oh my goodness!!!! holy crap. sighs sighs. i actually don't think i will be going to my own prom. it's sad i know....sighs sighs. i just can't afford it. yeah.....i know i blow my cash over many stupid things....but still......i can't help it. if i really want something and i think it's worth it, i'll buy it if i have the cash. that's why i normally don't go shopping formyself. you see, i never really think n e thing is worth it for myself. i just don't think i'm worthy. but this year is like completely different for me for some reason. i mean....this summer n e ways i've spent like over 150 of my own cash. or at least cash that i've saved over the whole school year. and well......most of that money was indulging on things for myself. args args. i feel sooo bad now coming to think of the stuff i bought because i thought it was cute and rather "worth it" args. and i don't htink i even went out and bought all that muchie.

hm....let's see.....

well i will start at summer school. hm....didn't go out muchie.....and when i did.....i never ended up buying food formyself. i just don't like buying food. i don't think food is worth it when i have food at home. that's why i don't normally go out to restaurants with friends. but i do on occasion whenever i can, go to bubble republic because that's all the food i indulge myself on. keke^^:D:P man.....args......i'm gaining calories by drinking bubble tea......oi....@.@

hm...... i went out to buy binders. and binders went on sale, but i didn't spend my own money, it was someone else's. hm. and that was 20 dollars right there because i bought 2. and that was what i spent my money on the most for summer school i think. egh.....then i went shopping with val and i bought a skirt......what else did i buy that day? going to look in archives.....looking....


oh okie....dokie.....

• 2 binders.....20$
  
• skirt........20$
  
• swimming suit.......21ish$
  
• bbt's dis summa, so far..........33 some odd $
  
• wonderland ticket.........38ish or so $
  
• funnel cake........3.07ish$
  
• ddr so far........5$
  
• Mr. Wei Wei Foxy........40$
  
• pants........23$
  
• bri's gift......won't say......just say the original pricing was like 60 percent higher.....
  
• a 1000 peice simpsons puzzle.........12
  

so basically the total is like 228.07$ or higher or lower only by a few cents. sighs sighs......i spend alot every summer. args args. the most expensive thing sooo far is egh......my Mr. Wei Wei Foxy. but i know.....my bbt will amount higher than forty soon......sighs sighs......it actually is higher than 33 dollars.....it's more like 35 if anything.....so meh.... oh wellz now.....at least it's take out every time....keke^^:D:P

oh crap.....i still haveta buy like sumthing for ray for her b-day tom!!! crap!!!! what shall i buy her? what shall i buy her?

i have no idea aye? hm......everything that i wanted to buy her.....i can't afford n e more.....blah.....boo whooooo......