sighs, lately, i've been talking about sadness/ broken heartedness. and now today, out of all days of being soo happy for soo long, i feel like shit. sighs. i have not run dry of happiness, but stuff that has happen just leaves me in shambles. i'm left in tears. sighs sighs. i feel like crap. sighs sighs.

today's events and the sudden turn of emotions. sighs sighs.

• woke up at 7 sumthing today. it's one of the first times in a long while that i don't remember the total exact time i woke up at. i think it was around 7:14.
  
• went on the pc for a very very long long time, and my mommy started yelling at me because i used it till about 1 in the afternoon. she says i was one the comp for too long and that i'm going to go blind. i don't blame her. but i've been very frustrated lately. so i just lost my patience and screamed back, but she thought it was just a lack of sleep.
  
• went to go eat lunch at about like 1:50ish. watched the olympics swimming competition while i ate my rice, brocolli, chicken and potatoes.
  
• my sister came home at around 2:11ish. we watched like two episodes of futurama and then i feel asleep till fourish.
  
• my daddy came home around 4:10ish as he normally does. i called val at 4:02ish. but she didn't pick up. but, she called me right after my daddy stepped into the house. she told me she was going to pick me up. first she said five mins, but then i complained and she said okay, 15 mins. keke^^
  
• okay, from then, we went to sq1. keke^^ haddn't been there in sucha long long time. i was happy at frist.
  
• well val and i wanted to go ddring at microplay. so yeah, she said let's just get some change. but i didn't have n e so i went to buy something first. i bought a stuffed fox. i'm completely broke now. i spent $40 on it. it's the only thing i've ever spent sooo much on for myself. i've never bought anything more than 25ish for myself before.
  
• so then val screwed up on the ddr machine. but hey, it was fun. keke^^ and i chose all the songs i knew, even though val hadda save my ass because i wasn't trying hard enough. keke^^ kinda lost my mood for all things great and happy after that.
  
• hm, as we were leaving sq1, i see my ex.
  
• i was feeling miserable after that. out of all days.....i see my ex on the day that i by something that reminded me of him. then we went to br to cheer my mood up. didn't work. i saw his sister there. sighs sighs.
  

and that's the end of my day. now i sit in front of the pc now to type out my day. sighs sighs. i feel sooo miserable!