To Move On

well, it's not going to be easy. but still, i must try. hm. this time, what is it that i must learn from my lesson? difficult. very difficult. but hm. i have no idea where to start. every time when i feel like crap, there's always something that learn about myself. but what is it this time that i must learn? i'm more conflicted with myself than anything else. one thing i must learn is stop saying i don't care. one thing i must stop saying is that i'm okay when i'm not. keke^^ yeah val, i'm a horrible liar when it comes to my feelings. it's only because i have never mastered the skill of lying to friends. even if i lie to you the only thing i can say is, "oh, i'm just tired. don't worry about it." and many times, i've done this; halfly because i was tired, and halfly because i am just htinking tooo muchie. keke^^

hm. BR on the 31st ma? aren't you going to have jet lag? do you want some of my friends to come to ma? what about your friends too? than we could have like a whole party at BR! keke^^

i'm completely broke now. spent tooo muchie on a stuffed animal. almost typed in the word stupid. but i love that fox. args. and i haveta stop falling for guys that remind of me of a fox. args args. most people that look like foxes are like them too. cunning, fast thinking and playful! args args.

i'm not depressed, but i'm in dispair i'm assumming. i woke up today, and the weirdest thing. you know when old people die and you can see 3 parts white in their eyes? in canto it's called "sam an bact". sorry, i'm not really good with canto sayings in english, but then again, i'm almost a cbc. keke^^

i finally figured that when i came to canada, i was exactly 2 and a half. so i'll say i was 3. keke^^ so for a very very small portion of my life, i lived in hk.