my heart is drowning with tears. but i think i've grown accustomed to my own pain for some reason. args. when i feel like crying, i normally feel indigestion. and then when i'm conflicted, i feel like choking. so basically, i'm feeling indigestion and a choking feeling like my air way is being blocked. i'm trying to take deep breaths, but it ain't working. i end up taking short and staggered breaths.
i don't know what made me do it.....but i just had to.
willy's exact words......"dont get involved too much. it isnt ur problem. byye"
and yeah, those words aren't even from the same situation, it's just feeling that i'm feeling. the place where i feel like i'm being put now. a place where my emotions are completely standing on end. it's the situation where i feel my friendships with two parties are being compromised because i can't sort between my loyalties. i don't know, words that he said to me i find well....rather comforting.....i think that's what i needed to hear......or maybe from him n e ways. i mean, bri's said the same thing to me.......val said it to me more than just once too!!
what makes something he saids to me sooo much more different? args....holy shit.....no!
well, that comes to no surprise to me n e ways......but meh.....that's why i bought mr. Wei Wei foxy. just a memory...something that goes away, but never completely unless i get old or amnesia.
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