meh

sighs. it's sooo sad. lately i've been listening to such sad music. it's sooo sad. sighs sighs. oh wellz.

i don't know. but for some reason, it really calms me down alot. seriously, i always feel alot better after listening to sad songs, or at least slow songs. maybe when i listen to this kinda music, it slows down everything in my world so that i slow down altogether. seriously, my world goes by sooo fast around me, that sometimes i don't even know what to do. but lately, when i listen to slow music, it slows me down and brings me down to earth.

well, i was talking to tommy just last night, and he's like....you seem oddly excited and happy. i suppose this is true. honestly, i've been feeling like this floaty feeling in my stomache for like the longest time! keke^^:D:P i mean....listening to slow music makes me somewhat sad, but when it's all down and stopped, i feel oddly refreshed like a new person. sighs sighs.

it's the beauty of it all. the little things that you don't see. all the things that you are unable to see because you move tooo fast to get from one place to another. sighs sighs.