why is the world sooo against people. my life no longer seems sooo fragile. sighs sighs. if i could, i'd defend you with my life, but to a gang, what does one life/death mean? nothing. sighs sighs. to them, nothing is worth it. sighs sighs. mr. shorty and mr. big one which i think bri can interpret are after me? not me directly...through friends....hurting. sighs.....mainly just pat i suppose. and i don't even know who the hell has my blog link n e more. sighs sighs.
i used to think my life was sad and pathetic, but talking to jean, pat and the rest...i notice how much more i am insignificant. i am but a grain of sand on a beach where there are many! sighs sighs.
once again, i'm back to crying. sighs. my world of utter happiness is destroyed because of the pain of others. i do not regret....these are not tears because of regretting. these are tears of helplessness. for once, i can't help. there is nothing more that i can do except to provide reassurance. sighs sighs.
sighs, i'm crying now. but no one noes. these tears have welded up in me for a while now. but these tears are endless i know. sighs sighs. this is pain not felt because of self. these are tears of pain, the pain of others, not of me. sighs sighs.
I have no right to say this, but, FATHER, PLEASE FORGIVE THEM, FOR THEY DO NOT KNOW OF WHAT THEY DO! THEY DO NOT SEEK AND DO NOT ASK FOR FORGIVENESS! THEY DO NOT KNOW WHAT THEY DO WRONG! i have no right to ask for such a plea....but please....let them see the errors of their ways....
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