sighs sighs. see see, i shouldn't be affected by anyone else's pain, but i am.
i don't like being out of the picture. i am very much not in their problems. but i suppose sometimes it's better for me. seriously, people don't tell me things because they know i will care for problems not of my own.
sighs sighs. don't know why, but every time pat and jean tell me this kinda stuff i honestly feel like crying my eyes out. i really find it hard not to deny all these things that they tell me. i honestly try not to deny. but sooo much has changed that the image is completely distorted. sighs sighs. i really don't want to believe..
sighs sighs. brian....i miss you. sighs sighs. jean....i wish we were the way we used to be. no secrets....your life was my life. sighs sighs. but even though things are the way they are, you can't share everything with me because you want to help me. i understand. sighs sighs. pat.....i just hope you are safe....sighs sighs. i can't protect any of you with my life even though i would love to try. sighs sighs. only if brian were still awake! sighs sighs.
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