unhappy and unpleasant

blah.

you ask me to go to toronto with you. you cancel our plans. but it is not you who tells me, but rather only tell me when i ask of you. what the fuck is that all about? you don't bother calling because if i said you could have messaged me you would have said i wasn't on line. you are a total bser.

i told you once that you were going to loose me because all you do is chill with your bf. i have told you twice........you have not changed once! why the hell do i bother to stick with you when i don't feel as if i'm all that important n e more. i tell you time after time, that you were going to loose me then, and now is no different. blah. i still feel that the only place that you feel safe is with your bf, and you don't trust me enough to chill with me. your bf freaks on you because he thinks it's not safe.....args, so you risk everything listening to him. i'm sorry, i don't like what is happening n e more than he does you know. but still, i am pissed off at no one cept you and him. I was your friend long before you even knew him. yet, you seem to not care...or care really little about what the hell happens to me. i know nothing happening in your life, and you know nothing going on in mine. i am for sure you don't bother to read my thoughts like many other people who don't. meh, oh wellz.

yeah, i am warning you on line. i am not that once very very forgiving person i once was. i am now very bitter and every little thing that happens will piss me off. so i am warning you, you will not have just lost someone, you will loose someone more.

my parents advise to stick with you because you are a great person with alot of potential. my parents say you are really good to their friends. yeah i know you can be. but what about now? blah. it doesn't seem like n e of this is going to end, so what different does it make?


be warned......i told you twice already that you need to change, i see no effort in doing so. blah. he is your first bf....i understand, but i give you no reason or excuse to treat your "friends" the way you do now.

yeah pat....you read....you get pissed as much as you want......i honestly don't care at the moment. if i have friends like you two, i don't need enemies.....