What's The Use?

if what i do is not right and i end up making others suffer more, why am i doing it? sighs sighs.

i no longer see certain people in the same light as i used to. but no matter how hard i try not to make them seem soooo innocent, i can't help it. i can't hate those that i onced loved. i just can't. i can be angry at them, i can be bitter, but i can't hate them. sighs sighs. it's sooo hard. but i don't want to hate these people as people may suggest me doing. sighs sighs.

sighs sighs.

what's the use because whatever i do just causes people to hate me more. if i take one step to protect, they drive further into more cruel acts. if i stay back, i watch in agony as i see everything happen to them.

what's the use??? i can't hide, and i can't run. i'm being attacked no matter what i do.

so yeah...guess what my choice is to do?!?!? i think all that know me well will think i'm odd. for now, i stay behind the scenes. but when the time is right and i cannot stand to be in the back.....i'll do whatever i think is right. sighs. till that time comes....i'm working behind the scenes. for now, i can only cry for the pain you feel or do not feel. for now, i can only be confused about the confusion you have. for now, i am just sabina.....no one to you.....but loved altogether. keke^^:D:P