args...

i don't know......freezing and i wanna go to bed and sleep.

to me, love is a choice. choices aren't always easy to make, and love is one of those things that is no exception. of course, it's what i believe that love is a choice because i am human. but to GOD, love is him and he is love. so he loves unconsciously. but for me, i'm human, i need to take that extra step to love.

loving someone isn't to allow them to walk all over you. loving someone isn't simply just a term you give to someone you feel an attachment for. there are more reasons why you say you love someone. but saying it is the easy part....showing it is the harder part.....but that's just me. to others it's harder to say it and mean it than to show it.

but then again, i've never in my blog really talked much about my childhood. in this blog, i have rarely told how it was to be like me as a kid. things like that just shoudln't be posted on line. but then again, not everyone's interested in hearing a story about racism, family issues, lack of friends, loneliness, darkness, abuse all the dark and grim......

but then again.....some people just won't understand.....