sighs sighs. my heart feels sooo heavy. but why?!?!? what's wrong with me?!?! this whole day was supposed to be fun and happy, but yet along the whole way, i felt gloomy, well not at bbt.
sighs sighs.
yeah....even when in like an asian place in mississauga, i still don't feel like i fit in n e where. i mean, of course i have my random groups of friends all over the place, but meh, what does that all mean?!?! yeah, i have friends. most of them close because i tell most of my friends everything going on in my life.
i'm not even listening to depressing music and all i feel like doing is crying. actually, for once, instead of just saying i feel like it, i am. sighs sighs.
i don't feel like i fit in n e where. sighs sighs.
don't feel like going out cept to stay at home get fat and just stare at my life in front of me. blah....
and i am always complaining that i have nothing to do.....oi....man.
yeah, got insulted by a person that i didn't know and basically he called me a book worm. saying that i stay home and study and call that fun.....i didn't retaliate....felt no need to justify n e thing. but it's true, i rather stay home....willing or unwillingly, i will stay home. sad i know, sighs sighs.
does n e one wanna go do sumthing with me that doesn't involve mula unless you are willing to pay for me?!?!?
wait....i wanna go for pho....sighs sighs.......
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