why am i sooo infatuated by the past?!?!? why can't i let go of that feeling and that person?!?!? why?!?!? shit....it's been like over 2 years an a half now!!! shit shit shit!!!!! fucking aye......what the hell is fucking wrong with me?!?!? args.....i'm not going to go look for another guy just cause i don't like this feeling i have inside of myself. that's just wrong. and that would be making that person a rebound believe it or not. or at least it is to me n e ways. sighs sighs. or simply, it's just using someone, even no matter how much you love that person, your beginning intent was to use the person so you won't feel alone.
shit, brian's going to fs. man, i'm sooo fucking jealous.....sighs.
i miss everything.
i miss how things used to be.
i miss how everyone used to be.
i miss all the things i can't have.
i just simply miss everything.
why am i like this??!?!? my mascara is going into my eye....and it's stinging........args.....
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