eventful

sighs sighs....

conflicts between parties.

and i know, that both sides will forgive....may take a long time to forget or even not forget.

nothing i can help with.

i defend because i believe that no one should be without companion. i defend because i don't think we should totally forget someones good points just because they did something wrong.

i know for a fact that in this group of friends, we all love each other. whether you blieve it or not, we all loved and still do love each other very very muchie.

i just want this all resolved. it's the only thing we can do for each and everyone of us.

just think about it.....what good does it do to try to ignore that this happened? what good does it do to allow some memory haunt, haunt and haunt?

i mean, i know alot of people don't agree with why i defend......but i'd defend anyone....whether they are doing something right or wrong....oh comeon...just listen to me talk about my ex. the point to why i defend is simple, i don't believe that someone is all evil, besides the devil n e ways. but i don't believe that someone is completely mad of everything bad. there is always something good about someone. it's the ying and yang effect. holy shit......i can't believe that some of those things that i say comes out of my mouth. but i honestly don't like bad talking someone unless i completely feel like i hate emeven at that moment. but then again......it takes alot alot alot for me to hate someone.

it's only killing more and more of us. i mean, you grow numb and eventually stop caring....if that's what you all want...go ahead....i don't want to.

i can't do anything cept just watch. i wanna stop it all...but i can't. things that happen all happen for reasons beyond my understanding. i can only hope that all this will end and everything'll be alrights.....sighs sighs