sighs. maybe it's because of my inside that i repell everyone i want to or is close to me. maybe i shall never know because the problem occurs around me and the way i think and then the way i act.
it's probably most likely the way i think. args args....i need some pills.
well i just feel sooo rejected now....booo
can't judge my own self worth because of people's opinion like that. args args.....
happiness shouldn't be judged upon such trivial matters. what matters here means nothing up above. what means everything up above means nothing here.
integrity or despair.....how will i be as an old woman sitting in a rocking chair knitting a wonderful scarf for my grandchildren. will i look back at theses years and think i wasted them or think about them and be proud that i lived through it???
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