ahhhhh....*blushes*

haha...the teacher gave my two percent to ben=.= that's why i don't have an 80 in english...freaking aye=.= sighs sighs. must ace this king lear test today. holy crap sooo nervous=.=

mr. lonely on replay mode......kinda sad....most definately going to the gym today. only doing cardio. yeah....yesterday i had an episode going up and down the stairs....holy crap.....i hyperventalated going up 2 flights of stairs=.= what the hell? why are my lungs sooo crappy=.= why am i sooo unhealthy=.= what the heck?

some guy made me admit to them that i liked them=.= well...technically, he figured it out by himself after he point blank asked me and i refused to answer him.....because i just couldn't say it....

convo
boy: wow, you're funny. why do you read your msn history sooo much?
girl: oh no no no, i don't read my msn history so muchie la....just this one lor. i read this one often
boy: okay...then why do you read this convo sooo much?
girl: haha, well it's kinda because i like this convo. i can't believe your parents hate me
boy: nah nah, my parents don't hate you. but why do you read this convo so often? what is it about this convo that makes you read it often?
girl: it's because i can't believe i said some of the things i did to you on msn that night....
boy: what is it that you said that you couldn't believe you said?
girl: oh oh, just read the whole convo with me then.
*both read and few minutes later*
boy: stop. i want to understand this line. i've gone through this convo in my head over and over, time and time again. this one line, i want you to clear up for me please.
girl: *reads and nods* oh....hahaha....i just can't believe the things i said...
boy: girl, you know that that one line can be misinterpreted? it can mean something really good and mean something really bad depending on how i interpret it. which way do you want me to intepret it?
girl: how can that line be interpretted negatively?
boy: not interpreted negatively. it's more the actions that follow that line can leave a guy feeling like a total idiot. you see, i could go after the person that said that to me, find out that she didn't like me at all, and be rejected....rejection=.=.....but....on the other hand.....i go after the person that said that to me, find out that it's worth it....and then...it's all very very good......which way is it? so do you like me or not?
girl: ah.....i refuse to tell you....*starts blushing and cheeks start hurting* i will not tell you.....ahhhh.....please don't ask me.....
boy: hahaha, by your reaction....i already know. hahahaha.
girl: booo=.= so you are satisfied now=.= booo=.=



well now.....that's it...hahaha. should have been reading snow falling on cedars...but....hahahaha.....didn't happen today....