muhahaha....not really sad at all....hahaha. well i have forms to fill today...but i'm way tooo lazy....sighs sighs. well now....let's see.....another month has passed, and the time is coming where exams will be upon me soon.....actually.....around 3 more months, but even before that, there will be formal and what not...blah, don't really know if i'm gonna be going to formal....seriously......i don't dance, i don't drink....all i do well is make convo....so i suppose me make convo with everyone there? blah, the chances of that...slim...why? because we have alot of mean jerk asses in our school....why? because theya re all cocky and they think they are better than me.....blah.....sorry....i have an inferiority complex when it comes to certain people in my school. =.= it's not my fault....racial slurs and racial jokes kinda piss me off when they are targetted around me. remember....never make a racial comment or racial joke to me if you are not oriental/asian......why? because you will piss me off whether you mean it as a joke or not......
think of it this way, if majority of your life....you have heard racial slurs, racial jokes and racial put downs all targetted around you, will you learn to be able to decifer which are "supposedly" the ones that "are" funny and the ones that are just plain mean? well i can't decifer them.... not in the past, not now, not ever.
tooo fob to be white...too white to be fob....i only fit in my own category......sighs...sad, but true....
bleh bleh.....50 more mins till picking up matt....wow...he better be awake.....i'll be calling just to check up and wake him up....muhahaha..
that would be sweet....having someone as your personal wake up call...but the sad thing is...most chances, when the person does call me, i have to pretend i have the raspy voice and everything....why? cause most chances are, i've been awake for a few hours/ mins already....hahaha.
happy happy happy.....
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