well... i am truly grateful that i've gotten to know some people better these days. but....as people have told me....i have allowed thoughts of "him" to manifest my every thought and every action consciously or unconsciously. so....in a way....i must put "him" away and concentrate on the tasks at hand.
i am a friend, and i shall always be a friend....so in a way, i'm better than the dirt you walk on. so i'm pleased.
i say i am satisfied, but am i really? i shall not allow myself to have my thoughts roam like this. i will not. it was great to think of things that may could have been, but they just aren't going to happen. i am rushing myself....i will not rush. i should not and therefore, will not.
i'm tooo serious when it comes to things like this...so because i get hurt easily, i build up a fortress on weak foundation, but a fortress none the less.
i will smile at today for i do not know if i will have a tomorrow. i will smile at today knowing that i have left an impression in some people's hearts. i will smile at today because i know, i am vile, but not truly vile. i will smile at today because that is the legacy i would love to leave.
oh yes....dying tomorrow...stupid braces=.=
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