my eyes are swollen. i look like a goldfish. i suppose it's time to fold my 1000th crane now. since there is nothing between us now except for friendship, it's a new phase in my life. sighs sighs. but why can't i stop crying?
why do i feel sooo miserable? why can't i just accept all the things that have happened? why must i always feel sooo bad. sighs sighs.
i feel sooo alone. i feel sooo unwanted. i feel so.....sooo.....numb from all this sadness. why do i overact to situations? sighs sighs.
why do people say things that they don't mean? why do some people torture me like that. sighs sighs. why? sighs sighs.
feelings of loneliness come flooding back. feelings of rejection comes back. feelings of being unwanted tower over my dedication for love.
i want all of these feelings gone!!!! ahhhhh!!!!! I WANT THEM GONE!!!!! I WANT THEM GONE NOW!!!!!
you want me, but you don't want me enough to forget your doubts. sighs sighs. i'm just not worth it to you. ahhhhh.
I WANT THESE FEELINGS GONE!!!! I WANT THEM GONE NOW!!!!
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