Wednesday, May 18, 2005

painfully dying

i am feeling like shit. all i want to do is sit in a corner and slowly die. args. yeah, brokenhearted=.= i can define my feeling as being brokenhearted.

shattered dreams. shattered hopes. shattered faith. shattered happiness.

my life feels shattered. args=.= i feel like just running off a cliff.

i'm tired. my eyes hurt. my body is physically hurting. i am mad at the world. i hate the human race. args.

i just wanna run away and never come back. the feelings of escapism all come back. sighs sighs.

shattered happiness.......i feel like punching every wall and breaking every single one of my knuckles=.= i feel like kicking ass=.= args.....i need better anger management.

nothing will be the same, because i don't think i will get over my hurt quick enough. i'm giving myself 6 weeks. and well....i'll just haveta see everything.

i have never treated you like a friend. i suppose this is my mistake, because i am still hurting. i still feel as if my heart is broken. so the truth is.....what is never meant to be mine, isn't mine. and i shall move on with my life. obviously since.....i obviously wasn't worth it.....feeling really shitty. args.....

i want to stop feeling like this....sighs...

tomorrow will be a better day.....sighs sighs....

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