i fucking feel like shit....i felt bad for yelling....so i apologized...and now...i feel even worst because i feel alot worst....because you neither accepted or acknowledged it....sighs.....feeling really really really shitty....
gone to cry the day away....don't you fucking come near me....i am not driving you ne more....you obviously don't think i'm qualified to drive you.....take the bus....find a ride from someone else.....you have crossed the line of me driving you out of decency. i don't get n e thing out of driving you to and from school....and what do i get? i get your judgement call on what you think i should have done.....
i'm sorry....i just can't take it n e more.....i hurt.....i still hurt.....all my anger just splurged out when you said that one little thing.....all my hate splurged out. i just can't do it n e more....please stay away.....if i apologize...it's because i think i need to...and you make me sound stupid for apologizing...just because you forgot, it doesn't mean i did....just because you don't care...doesn't me i don't..... i'm sorry i care....i'm sorry i care more than i should...i'm sorry for all of this....if i could turn back the hands of time....i would have rather never have gotten to know you. i would have rather not been sooo nice. i would have rather just pretended that you didn't exsist...because as of right now....i just hurt....i am hurting....
you probably won't read this. you don't care to read such long "essay" things n e ways. i may take back my words...but as of this moment...that's how i feel....
don't fucking ask me for a ride n e more....i won't give you one...why??? because it feels like i'm not being appreciated....
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