now, as i sat on the can, thinking of who i am. the funniest thing just popped up in my mind. the thought of change. or strictly speaking, the change of my mind, on my decisions, and of my judgement. everyone always thinks that this lil gurly here, me, always changes my mind. and that my decisions change with the events that occur in my lyphe. for the first time, i can really just say, those peeps.....really .....am i like that? i noe i ain't. say for instance, if i chose to do sumthing, i will do sumthing; if i dun chose to do sumthing, i wun. so yeah. u can't change my mind once it's made, and if i do change, it's not by choice, unless it's to be happy. but dat's not da point.

sorry here.....i just ramble on and on about da same sh!t dat happens. i dun have many thoughts. but i just think alot about tons and tons of useless and pointless stuff. hahaha=>:D u noe....da funniest thing i believe is anger.

yes i said anger. today is a friday, well i wuz like at skool today during my fourth period lunch. man. it's the funniest thing. not funny because peeps were throwing stupid stuff like pennies and food at our caff table, but dat well......how peeps express their anger. here are a few ways of anger dat i see. my choice= to punch, or kick or slap or hit sumthing at a convenient time so that after all the anger all i'll focus on is the pain of my actions. yupz.....but many others do other choices. either a) boggle it up inside of em, swallow it.....den when one thing happens......KABOOM......everything explodes. b) to take out all their anger upon what caused them to be anger.......in this case.....revenge on those who threw food at meh...... or c) to take it all out with those who u hang around with and just talk about the whole damn thing. i personally do all three at different times, but maybe dat's just da way i see soo many stupid stuff. oh wellz.

my thoughts are stupid....so now i'm signing off.....hahaha=>:d luv ya baby......hahaha=>:D