rite now, i'm like listening to one of the only english songs i have on my play list. i don't wanna miss a thing. i guess if u live in the moment and let urself live in it everything'll be fine and u wun miss a thing. yes, through sleep, u mite be missing things, but u noe what? most chances are, u wun miss all dat much cause dey would be sleeping too. hahaha=>:D or unless dey are like meh......thinkers dat think way too much......then u have a problem. a big one. i hate thinking, but that's who i am. a thinker, a talker, and a listener..... i hate lyphe, but i love it. i wanna live, but i wanna die. i am a very controdicting person. but who ain't rite? you can be happy even if u think alot of bs and sh!t. lyphe is miserable, but it's just a task. no matter where u end up in the end, heaven or hell.....lyphe is still a task and trial.

u can prove me wrong me wrong by showing meh a happy person that has never been through any rough times. 10 outta 10 peeps have.....and if not.....dey are liars... or at least liars to themselves. being an optimist doesn't mean that u dun go through trials and hardships. u go through more in some sense, u just dun let it get to u much as much. i'm a pure pessimist. i dun think happy by nature, well i do, but now i dun. i've just let every shitty instance that has happened to meh get to meh, and i advise u, dun do dat. dun ever try to. it's not good.

well take my advice or not.......luv u all.....l8a