Thursday, June 05, 2003

i don't know what is wrong with meh......
i'm on such an emotional high ride rite now
i can feel that the string is thin and i'm talently just walking across it very well
hahaha=>:d
oh wellz.....all but the string....even if the string snaps, there are other strings to walk upon.
don't i sound like a lil happy preppy lil gurly???
well da truth is.....i'll be down soon, but heck....i'm enjoying da way i feel rite now....
but den again...i will forget all the things that can trouble meh....and just finish and not stress ova n e thing....
hey.....i just noticed....it's almost william's and jacky's
hahaha=>:d
i haven't talked to em for soo long....oh wellz...
i just notice....some things fade....and hopefully...not all fade....
there are sum thing which never fade no matta how u want em to fade....and den are dose dat just fade cause u notice dat dey ain't dat important n e more.....
but friendships are always important.....ur friends bring up character......and at the same time....bring down if you don't change others and let urself be changed...
i'm not a really great friend, but if you want meh to be there....noe dis....i will be there....through the rain and through the sunshine......i don't even care if most of the time you are in the rain....just noe dat i will be there.
these thoughts were once extremely depressing, and now, they still are....but i will always remain who i am and the way i think may never change, but emotionally there will be ups and downs on this rollercoaster ride of lyphe. i have much to say, but much to lil to say. will one day i be heard by the world? am i being to harsh in saying that people never want to hear the truth??
hey....hearing the truth....tha's a very funnay thing.....

GOD's word= truth.....at the same time....people don't wanna hear it....but that is what causes people to come to GOD. 'cause all truth is stated sooo clearly in the bible in such a chaotic world. Society confuses the strong and the weak......
what you want u must obtain by self acknowledgement....u must learn and apply....without application.....everything is worthless....you do not learn......hope you understand that i'm not trying to be harsh.

these thoughts are written to many people cause most of my thoughts are never inflicted because of self incidence, but instead the pains and troubles of others. even though there are some people that say they have no problems....i noe they are lying....cause i can see the problems that face them, they just deny all those problems and face it by turning it into sumthing positive....i suppose everyone takes a diff look at things.....

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