well, lately i feel great.......why??? cause my mind is distracted.....about what??? i have no clue....i am just distracted.
hahaha=>:D everyone thinks i have like a new hair cut or sumthing....
oh yeah...peeps also think i dyed my hair again....man, is it getting dat light?!?!?
hahaha=>:D oh wellz....i got complimented bout how i look soo great........
muhahaha=>:D thanx peeps....muhahaha=>:D, but it's just a confirmation of the way i look.
black, i used to wear that alot to reflect my happy moods, now, i wear n e thing i find.
everyone thinks i'm a slut cause i wear short and like low cut tops....well ya'll can just go kiss my lovely lovely bum bum!!!1 hehehe=>:D
yupz yupz......i'm very hyper dis morn.....only got like 6 hours sleep doe.....so meh no noe....

simple and white.....is white supposed to simbolize n e thing??? i have no clue.....but to meh, i will never fly, even if i wanna.....i'd rather have someone bring meh on their wings. i'm reliant.....i'm kinda dependant, but as i've said, i'm very independant.....hahaha=>:D yeah, meh go wash ur dishes and clean ur housie. hehehe=>:D u say ur room's a mess....man, look at mine and u'll see da big big diff. muhahaha=>:D
but u noe, small things can go a long long way, a lil reaction or action done to someone not purposely could leave an impact for the rest of their lyphe.....hahahaha=>:d

change, i'm still afraid of it, but why should i be? i should yet learn to embrace it with open arms cause struggling with it makes it harder to life. Yet, through all this, struggling to keep self is important, it is always important. Struggling and not following the flow lets you learn things dat you've never known about urself, but those who don't struggle with change have a happy lyphe. i see this from everyone that i see. yeah, i'm an observer, i see, i draw conclusions, i try to understand. i can't say i'll always understand the way you are, but i can only try to. Lyphe is too hard and too short, but too long at the same time, to actually let everything just float above you without understand what it means. i suppose that is why i have such a difficult time now and then, because i just try to hard to understand and grasp a concept. when i can't, i'll feel useless and incompatent.....wait....spelt it wrong....oh wellz.....sighs sighs....

i still don't know myself, how can others noe meh??? i noe of me, and i noe bits and peices of me, but who is me? i will never noe, no one really actually knows the answer if you were to ask urself those questions. but the main point is, whatever way you use to look at lyphe......continue to look that way and find urself.....u'll find things u've never known......even if ur way of looking at things is a pessimistic point of view.