u have not betrayed meh....and even if you say so, and think so, i don't believe you have...
u noe what betraying is??? is more like bakstabbing.....equal in many ways....
yes, i may have needed your comfort cause i wuz running....running away....running away from what??? from what i did not understand, from myself.

u didn't not betray meh by confronting the harshness of reality.....
in many ways, i've been running away from all that
yeah, i don't know n e thing ne more, i ain't making n e sense....
in my darkest hours where is my light??? why is it soo dim that i can barely even see it???
where is my light?!?!?

everyone goes through hard times, but why do i allow myself to be tortured????
dere's soo much i wanna say, but sooo lil dat i can say.....
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
in a sense, i'm doing what you did, typing em all out....why???? cause to show you i actually still care....and what i honestly still believe.....it's to show you my "sing yee"
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
you didn't betray me
i did not copy and paste it, even though time after time, my brain wuz like, why aren't u just copy and pasting it??? i want to show you dat i am just as sincere as what you are trying to say....

ur feeling guilty yo....don't do dat......i don't want you guilty filled.....

not to you, but to another, there is much i need to say to you, so i shall call da first chance i have, i need to get this all off my chest, i will have you listening to meh even if you don't wanna face it......u wun read my thoughts afta da first sentence if you noe wuz going on....so i will haveta force ya to listen to meh....and dat i shall have....a moment when i'll be crying, angry and happy all at da same time.....will you ever tell da difference between all three in one??? prolly not.....so shall i not tell you cause well i'd rather tell you this in person, but you prolly still wun look into my eyes and just face da pain in my eyes. so i dun care.....i go looking and searching in urs....but u hide sumthing....u hide it away as if nothing happened....but i noe dere is sumthing.....U NEVER TELL MEH N E THING!!!!!
how could you do this to meh??? again???? grrr!!!! maybe i should just go and never come bak....never be seen on the face of this earth....get incinerated or sumthing......arg....going to run....but only to question where.....grrrrr......