yeah i noe, dat thought ain't for meh, but i still have a few words to ur thought if dat's okay okay???

memories are those times which you have endured and kept in the bak of ur mind.....dose are memories if u dun want others to remind you of the pain. pain is a lesson that we learn to endure over and over again....it's sumthing that just happens....being reminded is often times bettter for ya....yeah.....it can turn u bitter against the person who reminded you, but in fact.....maybe u'll learn to love them more because they reminded you.....why look at ur memories and say they cause u pain, why not look at it as the way i've grown? and along that way, u get hurt.....which child who learns to walk never falls on dere behind? none rite?? falling on dere behind still hurts doe.....but they got past dat and still didn't let em get in dere way.....

on that unhappy note......i prolly never seen u unhappy.....but maybe i've never seen u happy either....yeah....that thought ain't for meh....but it still leaves meh questioning......but the fact is....who cares if ur happy or not.....if sumthing seemed really wrong i would ask or u'd just tell meh, u noe i'm dere for ya....so heck.....ur not talking to meh dere.....

okayz, about the way u treat others....that is sumthing that is in the bible.....there's a story about that.....it really just tells you that everyone's equal. u remember the workers in the field? well there were workers in this certain field since the early morn, and there were some that just came....but each got the same wage.....i mean....same wage according to the hours which they worked.....none are better, and none are worst....everyone deserves repect and trust and loyalty, it's not up to u to decide, it's what GOD thinks is rite and needed. if it were up to GOD, we're all sinners, why do you give n e respect to n e one? yeah.....stupid thought....just a question. it takes a year for people to get to know you....dat's what u say......i never really talked to you till dis year. haven't u ever noticed? but whateva...it's all kool....

unlike meh, u are unwilling to give ur trust away.....it's not based on who u think are worthy to trust. but then again, i would give the world to each and everyone i noe. u are unwilling to trust because u are unwilling to get hurt.....u noe....even those whom u believe are worthy of trust will fail you....it's the same with those you think are unworthy of ur trust.....why not give them a chance then? maybe their more trust worthy than u give em credit for.

chaning according to his wil.....u noe...GOD works in mysterious ways....His will encludes all those you meet, and all those that you don't. and those that you do are in a way, sumthing that he wants you to learn from em. everyone is experience in a form of a body. everyone has endured sumthing that he wants you to see because he mite not want you to go through it urself. a friend is sumthing you can endure and maybe an experience is not. so maybe in a way....learning and changing according to a friend sumtimes may work....but if you notice it brings u away from GOD, den it isn't working.

well physical scars go away, but emotional scars that cut deep within never go away......yeah...just sumthing i've learnt from experience....i would tell you my whole history as a person if you really wanna hear, but as most people, they could care less. they fade ever so slightly, but they are still intense. never does ne thing hurt as much as a memory, or what you'd call a reminder. but in ur sense, i see the difference, but to meh, there is none.....if it's an emotional reminder, each and every time i'm reminded, it hurts, but i look past the pain, that's not why u go through sumhing. u got through sumthing because u haveta learn sumthing the hard way. not everything is from books....but then again, the bible tells you alot of how you should be as a person....

i noe u said that thought wuzn't written to meh, but i still like to reply to it. i always learn a bit more from the way u write, the way u express urself, the way u think. but i also think there are more than just one way to looking at lyphe, so well basically, u could learn a thing or two as i reply to ur thoughts. but then again, there are a lot of things that you should learn as being friends with all the friends you have. so yeah.....i no noe. i'm here to help....may have caused anger, but on the long run....maybe not. i do not noe.....i like to reply to ur thoughts because normally when u write sumthing its based on sumthing you feel.....and sumtimes some of those feelings shouldn't linger too long or they destroy a person....or at least if the emotion takes over the person.......well dat's all i haveta say to ur thought....l8a