i dunno why i wake up soooo early.....but during da day....i sleep like two hours at a time......i just can't help it. i have dese severe headaches dat feel as if dey are gonna like explode my head....and at times....i'm like having a high temp......my body doesn't seem able to maintain homeostasis......crap......is dere sumthing wrong with meh? will i be alrite? well no matta.....lyphe's life.....lyphe conquers all......see....it's called de afta lyphe.....not sumthing with the word death in it....and if so.....halfly cause it'll prolly still contain da word lyphe in it. funnay thought aye??? but u noe i'm rite....

sumtimes....really.....i have no clue....it's good to be happy.....but at times....why can't i? at dis present moment.....i feel nothing at all.....to the point that i wun care bout n e thing....even if i hurt myself.....so at times.....i hate to be meh, but love meh at da same time because i have no choice but to love every creature dat GOD made. i still dun understand, why did GOD create da mosquito? is dere sumthing beneficial from it dat we could learn from? hm.....it's weird, but at least it kinda makes sense.....GOD created everything so that it could prosper.....i rememba once what my daddy told meh.....when all animals start to decrease in numba very severely, u noe dat dis earth will not servive too much afta..... dere wuz an explaination to it too.....he's like.....because......u see....humans are very adaptable....but animals....if surrounding change sooo drastically, dey all die off.....and da reason earth wun survive muchie is well....cause we no longer have a balance in the natural earth......GOD's taking each and every one of dose animals away......as da saying goes....u dunno what u have till it's gone....dat went with all da otha animals we had.....da few extinct ones now.....and well.....da tigers are slowly, but sumwhat steady are slowly becoming extinct./....and now dat people are intervening....well.....i dun think it helps much, but cause troubles for em when dey go into the nature. as u can see.....de earth isn't always friendly as a hidden environment can be. dose animals being caged up learn to be tame,.....and in return...dun hunt for prey....how do you noe it's possible? but whateva....an animal is an animal....it'll always have it's instincts to do whateva it needs to do....just da same as humans....living in primal stages teaches you alot......living in darkness teaches alot....dat fire and heat and comfort are very important...and all else are nothing cept extras.......if da blackout taught meh n e thing....it's dat humans like to prefere the easy way.....but no matta.....just smile and be comforted....