some people say pictures are worth a thousand words....so i suppose....if you could get a glipse of meh now...and zoom in on my eyes....i suppose dat would tell you everything i feel at the present moment or just about plain lyphe.....yes...finally....contacts...a promise now....no moe next summas.....well not dis year...but i could always cheat and like buy my own pair....so it doesn't matta....i just want da grace of my parents when i buy em.....so yeah....hehehe=>:D first i haveta go with like normal plain contacts...den i have an option to like choose like colored....but i mite not, because i would want my eyes to not look freaky....cause if so, i'd choose to wear white contacts and only have a pupil...but i dun wanna do dat.....so well....yeah.....

change.....bak to dat subject....hm.....why do i always talk about change? is dere soo much change going on in my lyphe dat talking about it just once a week is not enuff? i have no clue....so weird.....hm......i still haveta wel....change alot in da long while dat i might be living.....but dere are also many times well.....maybe i have changed tooo muchie. hm.....i can still rememba when i cared about soo lil but cared about alot. i didn't like da feeling.....but at dat time....i suppose i wuz happy......but maybe i wuzn't.....now, at least i find da joys of lyphe....not dat dere are many, but tons at the same time, but all belong to GOD. even in the moments of despair.....GOD is dere..... footprints on da sand really dipicts an image. dat imagery is well.....freakishly kool. no otha sense, but wow.....i neva thought of it dat way. i dun really think it would be picking ya up....but still....wouldn't it be nice to once in a while......GOD wouldn't pick us up....he'll just be holding our hand even more through every trial, everything dat we go through......even da happy times......even i seem to forget dat GOD is all present and dere even when we are happy....

hm....da water coming outta da water system rite now smells extremely funny.....but it smells like da water i had at camp and in north bay......and really.....it does seem like dat too....cause my hair is softa den it normally is....cause well ova here.....da water normally has alot and alot of chlorine in it.....and dat really dries out my hair......but maybe it just smells diff.....hm... i talk funnay....i hope i can write betta when skool starts...literally....my printing and writing have like desintegrated to like scratches on paper....it look ssoo odd and funnay. but at least it's faster????? hm.....

dey said dat it would take at least months to get da same supply of energy dat we used to have.....so will skools be affected?!?!? hm....funny thought....wouldn't it kinda be nice to be in class and den a rolling blackout occurs?!?!? but dat wouldn't happen....cause no one would be at home to use electricity....so it kinda balances out.....

u noe.....i can almost name u everyone dat i consider as a friend...and dose dat i just noe, but partially......but i ain't gonna do dat......cause i'd be ranking my friends in sum sorta of way......GOD gave em all to meh, so to da grace of GOD, i thank him and not the efforts of me trying to make friends.......