hahaha=>:d everyone in this world is sooo selfcentered. it's all about the "my style", "my language", "i want", "i need". no one cares about you n e more? is dat what ur trying to say when u want everything for urself? haha=>:d u noe what i'm just tempted to do? i'm prepared to loose everything at this present moment. maybe den, i'd learn to cherish everything that i have and what i don't have, and then people could see something that they never saw.

yeah, i just wanna be with you, but in the same sense, it was never to be, october 26, it's in about or less then a month by now, it wouldda been a year. don't ask meh why i rememba dat day, but just noe dat u were sumthing to me. hahaha=>:d i don't really bother to what used to be, just know dat it still hurts, but hahaha=>:d da funnay part, u still put smiles on my face, u still light up my world. hahaha=>:D i don't want you bak, because i'd just haveta say no, and yet, i know i'd prolly say yes. sighs sighs. change ain't bad. hahaha=>:d i've been enuff places to know what to do and what i shouldn't do. hahha=>:D dere are enuff mistakes dat we shouldn't need to take history, but yet we still need to because we have no option but to. arg....i would neva be able to go into waterloo...arg! no fair. sighs sighs. but my university will still haveta be like mac. even though outta all universities dat i have been, mac is still my fave.

all you out there, i want you to know one thing.....i'm not a happier person. i'm not more upset. i'm just a person that has nothing good ahead, but everything ahead of her. i'm just a person that's living day to day, while planning ahead because i can only live ahead. hahha=>:D i'm not living n e more, but i'm not dead. i don't smile much n e more.

can you remember the time when i smiled even at nothing? hahhaha=>:D u noe what? i think i'll die as a psychopath. can you remember the time when i got soo mad that i started pulling out my hair? i don't think i've ever become so mad while people were arond me. hahaha=>:d the time when i start pulling out my hair while my friends or people are around meh will be the time that i've lost all my brains. sighs sighs.....