there's a place for me. there's still faith. there is always still hope. the smallest amount of faith plus hope can move the biggest of mountains, so do you have faith and hope in me? do you not believe that i can do it?

did you believe that it wouldn't matter? did you believe that nothing would work out? did you not even want to try? was it my fault? anger, anger, anger, it's all i have rite now. hate, hate hate, it's the way i don't wanna be. but i get angry easily, i get disappointed, i hope too much, i trust to easily. yeah, u hate me because i'm everything you don't wanna be. u hate me because i'm everything u can't handle. i'm everything the way you cannot control. hahaha=>:d i know why i love you as a friend, even though i harbou hate and anger at the present moment, u have already forgotten meh, and meh, i will never no matter how long my hate may last. hahaha=>:d i cut my hair hoping that it would change the way i look at lyphe, but i know this too is meaningless. meaningless, meaningless, there is nothing new under the sun. hahaha=>:d how familiar i am with that passage. hahaha=>:d i am just like everyone else, nothing special, but all special and unique at the same time.

what right did you have to yell at meh? i harbour hate, an unseen, and unheard of hate. unheard, being the meaning because i do not talk.....i hate because i am capable, not because it's right. i am supposed to forgive all, but yet, every scar i have is a thing that i do not forget even if i forgive. hahaha=>:D

i'm just that little gurl fighting the signs of growing older, i'm just that little gurl holding on to too much. i'm just a little gurl that's lost and confused in a world where it's full of confusion. hahaha=>:d yeah, u wanna hoook up with people, yeah, up to you. yeah, u wanna stay single because you don't wanna get hurt, or u dun wanna sacrifice n e thing in ur lyphe, yeah, good for you....selfish bum! oh wells. whateva. whateva u choose is ur choice, and i will not persuade you, why? becuase i noe i'd go insane if someone tried to persaude meh into sumthing i don't wanna do. hahaha=>:D