i'm bak the stage where i hate to do everything. i'm bak to the stage where i'm mad at everyone and everything. can't help it. skool teaches me to hide that hate and phase. yeah, and in return, i become a great actress in lyphe. hahaha=>:d if you noe what i mean, i love family, but i hate family. arg!

i want to be left alone. just alone for the rest of my lyphe. i have seemed to be like that my whole lyphe, and so shall it be. yeah, i exclude myself in everything that i do, why? because i just don't feel as if i fit in, even when knowin that those people like meh or whatnot. arg!!! yeah i don't understand. i just can't find it in my heart to agree with n e thing n e more. i just wann like run in a circle, get to dissy and pass out.

if u allow meh to say one thing more, i hate it when people look down on you only because they only see one part to a certain section of lyphe. they don't tend to see the full picture. henceforth, i hate that quality about my father, he doesn't care about how i get hurt, he just cares because i am hurt. he doesn't care about how i do things well when i try, he just wants everything to be well. arg!!!!

GOING CRAZY, GOING CRAZY!!!!