i can't stop crying, and these tears aren't the ones that i shed through tears from the eyes, my tears are simply causing meh to shake. i don't know. all of a sudden, i've fallen on my bum bum again, and i really can't help but have the feeling that i really miss you people. i have this forboding feeling that something majorly wrong is happening around in the world. this i know is true, the world is in constant chaos, but it's sumthing more than the worldly chaos, it's this really bad feeling. i can't help it, but my body is shaking now, and my body won't stop shaking. am i worrying to much? am i stressing to much? am i missing too much? can't stop crying, can't stop shaking, can you tell meh that everything's gonna be alrights even though u noe it's a lie? can you tell meh that i'll be alright, even though i know i'm not gonna be alright. can you tell meh that it's just a fear? can't take this......my head, i'm shaking inside, i feel like i'm shrinking, i feel like my head is being knocked from side to side. my heart beat is too fast. breathing pattern uneven now. having another anxiety attack. it hurts. it hurts!!! i'm worrying too much ain't i?!? maybe i just need rest from all this. but please,can you tell meh it's alrights? yeah, maybe living a lie can be better to avoid sumthing, but u can't avoid something forever. u know u can't avoid it. u can walk on a different path, but you know what u are avoiding may always come bak. stop this!!! i can't take it....and i can't breathe prperly. i'm worrying too much ain't i? arg!!!!