pat, i know ur stressed out now. and i kinda got bitchy because i noticed dat stress. but as all the people around meh have been like becoming distant, and i notice that everyone has thier own set of problems. and what i say to brian, i say to you, i miss you too. i cherish who you are, and i may or may not agree with you all the time, but i still will miss you. sighs sighs. i see you every week at least once, or at least every other week, but it's not enuff. as the days become shorter, and u have more time to reflect and sit and think about everything in ur lyphe....i notice i'm just sitting in front of the computer waiting for people to talk to meh. yeah, ur busy too. ur stressed. u have ur own problems too, but whateva the problems may be, GOD IS ALWAYS THERE.