hm. haven't really been doing much this holiday. haveta start on my homework though. hm.

it's sweet. hehehe=.:D:P and i think you all know what i'm talking about, or at least those that i've talked to about or know what i'm saying is sweet. hehehe=>:D:P it's boxing day now. hm. i'm kinda tired and i should sleep, but i'm in no mood, my teeth hurt. args args.

well some people say there is more than just a lil sumthing behind all of it when it comes to giving gifts, and i really believe, christmas isn't the only time for gifts. gifts can and should be given year round. maybe in that way, love will be seen through every action, every thought, ever word. in a sense, maybe some times a person's emotion/ affection for someone does not merely have to be represented by the gift that they spend time to search, but rather, the actions from the heart. it's once said in the bible that the tongue only speaks what the heart cannot. well i may be interpreting it wrong, but egh....those are how i translate it in my mind. or at least at the time. Christmas is not a time only for gift exchange. Christmas is not the only time where families' should get together and have a united family dinner. i swear. some people just odn't understand. yeah, i know that Christmas is a christian holiday, but who really gives a damn if you are christian or not....wait....i take bak those words....for i am christian....and i care if you aren't or not. are not all religions teaching the same thing? well with a minor exception to satanist and it's divisions, all religions say that you should treat unto others as you would have treated unto yourself. it's just the golden unspoken rule. in this generation, the golden rule of treating others is being forgotten. will my children suffer because i see a different way in living? why am i worrying about the future?

my sister isn't home yet, and she'll prolly come home at one again. args. she's gonna be getting a yelling from mommy and daddy tom again. args....why can she stay till 12 and not get yelled at as of myself...i can't even stay out till 10? oh wellz. she's older. supposed to be more mature and able to handle situations better. so i won't argue, my parents only want the best of me. i'm really trying hard this year to be a better daughter. i suppose you can say it's my new years resolution, but it's not for just this year i am trying, i will try for my life i suppose. i have a temper problems, i'm a spoiled brat, and i always get my way. i will try harder so that i won't get my way and others get theirs. in a way you may say i'm being irrational and not understanding the concept, but i tell you, there's a reasoning behind every action. it's not for you to know the reason, but to see the action. the action is for you to interpret. nothing more can be done to change your mind if you have already set your mind to something.