no one wants pity, this i know from first hand experience. but, there are those times that you wish that pity was something you got because you want it. hm, if you say being alone is fine to you, then why do you bother to say always be in the company of friends. if being in the company of friends is only because you want to have a good time or simply not think, then you are just using those you call friends. friends are there for you and should be willing to be used, but if you constantly use them, then it grows tiring and it's just not right. being friends is a two way thing, it's about the taking and the giving. my true point is, if it doesn't but you to be alone, why do you bother to be in the company of friends? you have friends so you are not alone, then you are just lying to me when you say it doesn't bother you because you are used to it. the truth is, it does bug you. i don't know why i needed to make that point clear, but i just did. hm, i also remember, this...."two is better than one, for if one man falls, the other may help them up, but pity the man that has no one to help him." there must be something you don't want others to say if you say that lonliness doesn't bug you. for loneliness brings out the worst thoughts in any man. and it's the truth. unless it is solitude with the LORD, you will end up feeling completely miserable. see, it's solitude with the LORD. so therefore, you are still not alone, no man is made to have no friends. when you have no friends, it is simply because you have rejected everyone that has come your way and offered you a hand.